DAMN FRIENDS!

I wonder why. I didnt do anything bad nor did I do anything to them but why am I always the one being left out? This things just doesnt make sense. You are good to them but they are just treating you like a piece of shit.

Sometimes I just feel like friends are even worse. Worse of the worse, they only call you up when they need you. Damn friends.

Wonder why?

Yesterday I went out with Nash and Richmond for a movie, Clash of the Titans. It's just a movie like Percy Jackson and the lightning thieves but just that it's a more serious and ancient. The girl inside there are also very pretty, especially the female demigod there and princess of argos.

After that went to walk walk and stuffs and realised that there are actually a lot of girls that are prettier than my darling and of course the body are better too but why do I just cant let her go?

Good question right? Yeah! It's because of the special feeling that I'm having towards her, her character and everything. Not because that I love her for her beauty. I'm not saying that she's not pretty, she's pretty actually and a lot of people told me that. But as you can see her pretty is different from the pretty I saw yesterday. Anyway, yup. The reason is I love her. LOL! Kinda of a lame answer but yup that's it. LOl!

Alright that's all I'm writing meeting up with her later and hope that she's not in pain. See ya!

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Ever since holiday started I have been in quite a tight schedule. Tuition, tuition and tuition. Dont know whether because of some reason that I'm quite pissed off in taking money from my dad. Anyway, ever since I started with the tuition stuffs I have not been taking money from him and it's still enough for me to pay off bills and stuffs so it's kinda enough for me. Saving up!

But instead there is someone in my family that always says that she is trying to save up and stuffs but in fact she is just spending each and every single cents of her's. Since I mentioned her's you should know that it was my sister and yes. Recently there was some issue between her and one of the member in my house and people who are close to my family will know who was it which I dont wish mention here. It's regarding on some money issue and freedoms stuffs.

Complaining about no money but yesterday she came back with a DSLR camera costing $1099. This is so expensive and she actually bought it. See the point in what I'm referring now? Always complaining that she have no money and complaining about giving too much household money and now she actually bought this thing without hesitation? Now I agreed that siding with that someone is perhaps the right choice. She is always saying till that her point of view is right but what's now? Saving up or spending all off? You know what I mean.

Anyway, that's her decision. Mum said that she's not going to spend a single cent on her anymore and neither do I and my brothers. Yup! That's the decision made. If she have the money to buy the camera then I see no point in unable to support herself with the pay. Make sense?

Just Thinking

Recently there is one thing that I dont understand. Perhaps there are too much to understand. Is it wrong to reason things out? Am I suppose to keep quiet even though I'm the one that did the right thing? Am I suppose to shut it when I am even being beat for nothing? What am I suppose to do? I admit that I am wrong to some extends but I'm not actually totally wrong isnt it? But why am I always the one being criticize? It's just not fair to me.

Perhaps no one just understand what I am thinking. If I have to understand people then why those people cant understand me? Is it wrong to reason it out with people when they always think that whatever they did they are the one in the right side?

It just pissed me off! Anyway, going to stop here. I'm hungry. Sometimes just hope that she knows and she understand me and pop out, out of the sudden. But it seems that all seems so long ago.

Compensation Day!

Sunday was our 13th Month and also our so called compensation day. There was a little quarrel in the beginning but it still ended up alright so not much negative stuffs. At first we went to butterfly park and the insect kingdom over at sentosa. Although there are not much of living insect there but just looking at the display you can know that how big can one insect be up to. It's quite scary if you see such a big thing crawling or flying around. LOL!

After that we went to change a movie, it's call being human. Quite funny. Not sure whether darling understand or not but saw her laughing quite a lot so doubt that she dont understand. LOL! It's a funny movie, must bring mum to watch. LOL!

After that had a dinner over at fig and olive. There is a promotion there so ended up quite cheap and filling. LOL! Was supposed to go over to clarke quay, the central. The placed where we first started but due to till constraint we decided to go there some other day. LOL! Hope that it will be as soon as possible. LOL!

Alright. That's about it. LOL! See ya! Oh! And thanks darling for organised that! Thank you!

After so long

Hi! This is a new blog that I created solely for myself. Because there are too many things happened recently and I decided not to blog on the other blog. As for this blog, it will be the blog that I will open to public and express whatever that I like. Regardless of whether anyone get harms or like it or not I will not care. I will just express myself here. Who ever reads it and got harm, that's their problem. I'm not going to let anyone know about this blog. Let them discover it themselves then.

Past few weeks there are a lot of things that happened. Just a lot that I dont know what to say hence, I'm going to post something more recently. Let's see...

Yesterday I help my Darling to build a cage for her pigs. Choco and Cheese gave birth to Brownie. Will post the photos once I have it uploaded into the com. The cage was still too small for 3 pigs I heard. If her mum allows then maybe can create a bigger one. LOL! Anyway, nothing much to post about.

Alright, that's all for today then. LOL! See ya.